“Its just that…I was never truly right for this, or even being a mom without someone there to stop me from raising these children the wrong way…I wish I could have someone to help me…” I droned on to my mom with hardly a single breath.
“You don’t need to change a single thing baby” My mom cooed to me. “Every child is different, I have seen your children around and they are the most refined people that I have ever met. I can’t tell you what to do, but I can tell you that you’re doing everything that makes you a wonderful mother”
We shook hands firmly as my eyes rested on his face, he was searching my face for any signs of anger, I was searching his for the same thing. He finally said after 3 minutes of silence “I’m Adam” I smiled and replied “I’m Della” I had and idea…”Can I pay you back and you me?” He stepped away. “I know who you are and where this is going and I can’t help you…I’m sorry”
I watched him run away, that same swift run that I remember from the other night. I sighed as I took off in a jog again, thinking of him…as I neared my house I ran into another man, he was orange and he seemed to be looking for me. He came up to me and asked if he could be in my challenge…I agreed swiftly just because I wanted this over with.
I put the new puppy in the bed with Bobby and let him sleep, he reminded me so much of his daddy when he slept, I missed seeing little Bobby prance around, maybe Peter will bring that feeling back.
I called everyone inside about 10 minutes later and put them all to bed, planning on heading there myself as soon as I could. I need the sleep, I haven’t had a good nights rest in almost a week.
I cuddled into bed almost flawlessly until I heard something from downstairs, a shirll scream and then someone cursing…By the time this all went down…I was frantic with worry…so I got out of bed and ran downstairs to look…
In the morning my belly was huge, I sent the children off to school and was alone with 2 sleeping toddlers, a puppy and a dog. I was bored. So I resorted to teaching Bobby a trick, it wasn’t as bad as those big time trainers say. It was actually pretty easy
My heart about jumped when I saw him sitting at a table, I decided to talk to him…I wanted to know more about this man who is just so suddenly showing up in my life…He looked like he needed someone to talk to.
He looked at me confused and said in that cute voice “How do we keep bumping into each other?” I kept a straight face as I said “Must be fate”
He, on the other hand, didn’t seem to like this comment much, almost angry he stared into my eyes “I’m not your type and you’re not mine”
“Why not? You don’t even know me”
“Della, I don’t like you”
I’ve been defeated, nobody had ever said something like this to me. I was crushed
He stopped me. “Della, I don’t like you like that”
“Can you at least give me a chance? Tell me why you don’t like me?”
“I don’t like women in general”
“Oh god…” I started “You’re gay?” he nodded slowly. I put my chin on my hands
“Can I at least have the honor of being you’re friend?”
He stood up…”I’ll think about it” and walked away.
When I got home I sat down to the piano, feeling a bit more joyful than I was this morning, I played my heart out, feeling music flow through my soul and fingertips. Saphira contacted me
“I can feel your happiness radiating from you, why are you so happy mother?”
“I think I have a crush on a gay guy”
“Why does this make you happy”
“Because he’s amazing”
“Whatever you say mother”
She broke away and I could see her walking up the stairs to go play with her toys.
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