After awhile, Kyle said “Mom, don’t be mad at Frella…she was trying to help me, but I couldn’t take it…Mom” He sighed “I don’t like girls. I’m gay. Frella was trying to prove me wrong but she cant…”
I dropped my hands to my sides and then threw them in the air. “I don’t know how to raise children” and I walked out of the room, picking up the phone to call my mom.
“Mom, I need someone to talk to..” I stated straight after she said her polite hello. “Can I visit you tonight? I‘d really like to talk in person” I threw a sweater and shoes on and stalked out the door.
I knocked on her front door 5 minutes later, ready to burst out in tears and just let my heart out to my mother, I cant believe how long I’d been letting this go on without coming to her. They had tried to tell me a long time ago…I can’t believe how childish I’ve been.
“Its just that…I was never truly right for this, or even being a mom without someone there to stop me from raising these children the wrong way…I wish I could have someone to help me…” I droned on to my mom with hardly a single breath.
“You don’t need to change a single thing baby” My mom cooed to me. “Every child is different, I have seen your children around and they are the most refined people that I have ever met. I can’t tell you what to do, but I can tell you that you’re doing everything that makes you a wonderful mother”
I didn’t want to leave my mothers house that night, but she seemed tired and my dad went to bed 3 hours before she did and I’m sure would like to go and sleep, so I broke away from the conversation and hugged her goodnight so that we could both go.
On my jog home, I thought about what my mom told me. I knew that her words would lead me onto a different path than what I was thinking…I was planning on moving off to Twinbrook. All those thoughts left my head as I was jogging down mainstreet, I know that if I left Sunset valley...I'd miss it dearly, but on the other hand, I really miss my hometown, Bridgeport. I guess that nothing ever stays the same and I am happy here.
I was just soaring to my climax in a swift jog when BAM. I was thrown to the ground, holding my head and cursing to myself. When I looked up to see what happened I saw a man sitting in front of me doing the same thing. I was almost startled to see that he was the same man from the park…his bass music popped into my head.
“Excuse me miss” He said in the cutest voice I’ve ever heard “I wasn’t paying attention and it seems that you weren’t either” he laughed a tiny little chuckle as he helped me up. “I’m sorry” I said, trying to find my voice “I was headed home and I guess I was paying too much attention to my feet”
We shook hands firmly as my eyes rested on his face, he was searching my face for any signs of anger, I was searching his for the same thing. He finally said after 3 minutes of silence “I’m Adam” I smiled and replied “I’m Della” I had and idea…”Can I pay you back and you me?” He stepped away. “I know who you are and where this is going and I can’t help you…I’m sorry”
I watched him run away, that same swift run that I remember from the other night. I sighed as I took off in a jog again, thinking of him…as I neared my house I ran into another man, he was orange and he seemed to be looking for me. He came up to me and asked if he could be in my challenge…I agreed swiftly just because I wanted this over with.
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When I came in the house all I saw was major chaos, Unique was trying to get Eragon to stop crying and Frella and Kyle were nowhere to be found, Saphira contacted me with her mind “Mother, Eragon is asking me to ask you to take him from Unique, he says that she doesn’t have the best grip and he feels like he’s going to fall” I took Eragon from Unique and contacted Saphira again “What happened here?” “Frella and Kyle were angry when you left, so they aged up and moved out. They asked Unique to go with them but she wanted to stay for just a little while more to make sure you’re okay, you are okay right mom?” I said yes and went to age up the children…I need more help than this.
Unique was aged so that she could join her brother and sister, she is more independent than either of her siblings, she has better judgment than either of them could even think of…I wish they would have at least let me see them as adults.
Unique said goodbye and left as I was aging up Finnick, he looks almost just like he did as a child. He finally cut that ridiculous hair and started to look pretty cute.
Saphira and Eragon were connected at the hip, not really but it seemed like it. They never went anywhere without their other half, I just wondered what it would be like when they each got married someday…if their bond will still be the same. As I was taking pictures…Eragon was changing the colors of his eyes…
Morgan and Bex are my two newest babies, Morgan has dark black hair and Bex has brown and blue hair. They both have pretty green eyes and different skin tones that make them the person they are.
When I took Morgan and Bex outside to play in the sandbox, I noticed that Lassie was laying down and howling, I know what this means…puppies are soon to come!
A new boy puppy joined our family, I named him Peter, because we’re all used to human names for the dogs around here. Lassie groomed the puppy while she waited for Kalyn to come and pick her up. We’re planning on bottle feeding until he’s used to the hard food.
I put the new puppy in the bed with Bobby and let him sleep, he reminded me so much of his daddy when he slept, I missed seeing little Bobby prance around, maybe Peter will bring that feeling back.
Finnick went on his first horse ride this evening, the whole time Saphira was trying to convince him that he was going to kill himself. He just kept on riding, I watched from a lawn chair in the front yard, cheering him on.
I called everyone inside about 10 minutes later and put them all to bed, planning on heading there myself as soon as I could. I need the sleep, I haven’t had a good nights rest in almost a week.
I cuddled into bed almost flawlessly until I heard something from downstairs, a shirll scream and then someone cursing…By the time this all went down…I was frantic with worry…so I got out of bed and ran downstairs to look…
I hugged Finny goodnight, giving him a sandwich and telling him that it wasn’t his fault and we should just forget about it, it was over. I went back to bed with a headache from all the screaming over the flames and Saphira screaming into my mind, telling me to get it out over and over again.
In the morning my belly was huge, I sent the children off to school and was alone with 2 sleeping toddlers, a puppy and a dog. I was bored. So I resorted to teaching Bobby a trick, it wasn’t as bad as those big time trainers say. It was actually pretty easy
I taught him a few more tricks before deciding to go out and play some bass in the park…Hoping to see Adam…It was a little girls wish but I couldn’t help it… there was a natural attraction to him..
My heart about jumped when I saw him sitting at a table, I decided to talk to him…I wanted to know more about this man who is just so suddenly showing up in my life…He looked like he needed someone to talk to.
He looked at me confused and said in that cute voice “How do we keep bumping into each other?” I kept a straight face as I said “Must be fate”
He, on the other hand, didn’t seem to like this comment much, almost angry he stared into my eyes “I’m not your type and you’re not mine”
“Why not? You don’t even know me”
“Della, I don’t like you”
I’ve been defeated, nobody had ever said something like this to me. I was crushed
“But Adam…”
He stopped me. “Della, I don’t like you like that”
“Can you at least give me a chance? Tell me why you don’t like me?”
“I don’t like women in general”
“Oh god…” I started “You’re gay?” he nodded slowly. I put my chin on my hands
“Can I at least have the honor of being you’re friend?”
He stood up…”I’ll think about it” and walked away.
When I got home I sat down to the piano, feeling a bit more joyful than I was this morning, I played my heart out, feeling music flow through my soul and fingertips. Saphira contacted me
“I can feel your happiness radiating from you, why are you so happy mother?”
“I think I have a crush on a gay guy”
“Why does this make you happy”
“Because he’s amazing”
“Whatever you say mother”
She broke away and I could see her walking up the stairs to go play with her toys.
The twins took only a short while to show up, I named them Spencer and Allie, they’re both girls and they both have the weirdest skin colors I’ve ever seen, their dad must have had some messed up genes.
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