"I really don't know, Spence. Don't you think we should do some sort of test to make sure? I mean, it could be worth our time."
"For now, we should just leave it alone and watch to see if anything happens over the next few weeks. I've been here everyday for a couple weeks now and since you're just starting to get your mobility back, we could let it be for just a bit longer."
Right as he finished his sentence, a pain shot up my leg and I sat up in pain. He grabbed my arm and stood up with a look of panic on his face. "Whats going on?!" He leaned down next to me as my leg started shaking on it's own.
"Either I'm having a seizure or I'm about to travel." I explained to him as calm as I could but the pain wouldn't go away. He held onto my hands and told me to think about right here, right now. When nothing happened, I relaxed. He picked me up off the couch and I felt better instantly. This was where we went wrong because as I settled down into his arms, I slipped away for the first time in a year.
I attempted dragging myself but to no prevail. I closed my eyes and just waited until I heard a pair of footsteps running towards me.
"Ande! Oh my god I've found you!" My dads voice echoed around the park and I knew finally what time I was in. "Why are you on the ground?" I tried once again to inch myself away from him.
"Sir I don't know who you are!"
"Ande...You know me. It's dad..." I bit my lip. I needed something to get me out of this mess I was in. The clouds billowed in the sky as it began to sprinkle. It was the day years ago that my dad found me in Bridgeport. I was alone in that ally searching for some food. It was the worst and best day of my life.
I looked up at him as his relieved look turned to confusion. "Ande, she told me you were skin and bones, covered in blood. You look fine. Are you okay?"
"Dad, I need to talk and you need to listen. I am your daughter but I'm not the one you're looking for."
"I only have two daughters and Eden is at home. And that's where you'll be soon enough!"
"Dad, I'm from the future. I'm not even sure what year it is. I swear I can prove it to you...I know where Ande is."
"So get up and show me!"
I reached my hand out to him and he pulled me up. I was very unstable but I could walk for the most part.
"What happened? How is it that you can...you know?"
"I don't even know." I said, watching my feet so that I didn't stumble and fall on the hard sidewalk. "Pretty soon you'll discover that it started in the middle of this 'trip'. I have just a few things to tell you. Ande is really weak. There is a lot that happened and you need to make sure doctor Spencer pays a lot of attention to the scars on her back." I turned around and grabbed his shoulders. "You have to listen close now. Ande was raped multiple times. She's going to have a baby. Everything is in her diary and you'll find it all there." I turned around and began to scuffle along again.
I walked away before he got to the end of the ally. I didn't need this part of my life back in my mind. I knew that as soon as he picked me up, I would say one word and be lost to this world for months. I didn't need to see that kind of suffering now so I slowly made my way to somewhere warm. I needed something to wrap around myself to brush away the coldness but there was nothing so I stood in an empty laundry mat in nothing but my underwear while my clothes dried.
"Oh my god. Ande!" I heard Spencer's voice before I saw him. Before I knew it, I felt his hand on my arm, pulling me up gently. "Where have you been?"
"Bridgeport." I said into his ear as he lifted me up onto the couch. "It's only been a couple days, why do you sound so worried?"
He looked at me with question in his eyes "It's been longer then that. You've been gone for weeks."
Woah, weeks?! I love that outfit Ande is wearing; it's my favorite university outfit! Anyway, I guess we know she still travels. Amazing post!
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Hey, sorry busy with life and stuff ya know? But I love it!! I wonder why it made her stuck in Bridgeport for more than the couple of days.... Hmm maybe it has to do with the whole, how time works thing. Anyway's I can wait!!! Please Update soon!!!
ReplyDeleteYou stopped this blog correct? You should take it down then... I miss this blog but I guess it doesn't matter much anymore to you. Everyone grows out of stuff and if you wanna stop blogging then so be it. God bless you! Even though I ain't Christian. Lol
ReplyDeleteOf course I still care about this blog. This has been my pride and joy since I was 12 years old. I'm 16 now and I've seen how it has flourished and how much it has improved. I won't take the blog down because when I get sad and miss everything, I can come here and remember how happy I was when I was writing and sharing my stories. Plus I hope that sometimes people will still find this blog and will read it and love it like I used to.
DeleteGod bless you too, lovely :)
Hi, I love this blog and I started one of my own! Read it here HTTP://steinfords100babychallenge.blogspot.com/
ReplyDeleteThank you replying. I understand completely that all good things come to an end and that people do still enjoy your blog! I didn't even know you still checked comments and that was why I was being a tiny bit rude so Im sorry. I love reading this blog still and I will tell my friends about it this baby challenge will never die away!
ReplyDeleteLONG LIVE!
Ps. You have come so far and everyone is very proud of you. You are an amazing writer and a gorgeous girl. Live your life to the fullest! Don't let haters every bring you down! You are.. AMAZING!!!!!
God bless you again ❤
I do check reader comments. I love to hear what you guys are saying even now that I haven't been updating. I'm glad you still like it and want to tell your friends :)
DeleteI have come far and so have the Wriner's. Haters don't bother me anymore. All they are is jealous.
Thank you for the reply and thank you for staying even though I've basically left :)
Love your blog by the way ;)
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